I'm walking on sunshine.

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Profile.


The names Hang. I'm the type of girl that loves running around in the rain without caring that I'm going to get sick. I sit on the ground anywhere, and anytime I want. I like green and purple skittles. I love to try on clothes but not always buy it. I smile even though I'm sad, cos I hate the feeling of being sad. I'm the type of person that would rather get hurt by the truth then be happy with a lie. I'm a pretty nice person, but if you get on my bad side, i wont talk to you.(:

FORMSPRING.



Rewind.

July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 November 2010

My wants.

Polaroid camera
New phone
New clothes
New earrings
New shoes
Charm bracelet
Gloves that go up to my elbows
School socks


Footprints

Date: Monday, November 8, 2010
Title: HIM.

ARGH, I HATE HIM.
I know hate is a strong word and all, but I seriously do. He caused me so much pain, screwed me up in the head, and never really gave a rats about the way I felt.
For freak sakes. I feel so stupid for ever believing a thing that came out of your mouth. Seriously. Why did I stick around for two years, and ended up with nothing but a whole bunch of regrets.
Fck. I loved you, but you screwed me over.





Date:
Title: Don't hurt me.

I'm not ready to be hurt again. Everyone know's that.
I've been put through a lot the last time. I'm not sure if I can handle that much pain again.
I'm putting all my trust in you. Please, please, do not break it. I know that you tell me that you would try not to, but I mean, it's kinda hard to believe with what you have done.
I'm giving you my heart. I only ask of one thing from you, take care of it carefully. It's fragile. :)

S.D (L)


Date:
Title: ooooft, hello red dress.



Date: Saturday, July 31, 2010
Title:



Date: Thursday, July 29, 2010
Title:

I went through our messages. I couldn't bring myself to delete all of them, so I just deleted a bit. I can't wait till the day I read them messages and am able to delete them easily. It hurts to read a lot of them, because most of it was bull. I do wish it weren't, because maybe, just maybe we would still be together.
I remember someone saying on my formsrping, "I bet if you two get back together then it's because he just wants to break your heart the way you broke his." And "I hope he breaks your heart twice as bad." I may have broken his heart just by breaking up with him that one time, but he has broken my heart 2times worse before that. Some people don't know anything about my relationship with him. Don't judge it unless you know the story.
I was reminiscing a lot when I was reading the messages today. It was half nice. :)


Date:
Title:

I wonder if you miss me like I miss you.


Date: Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Title: I miss you.



Date: Sunday, July 25, 2010
Title: PEDO.

this guy is my ex's sisters boyfriends friend. he is 13 years older then me. he has never spoken to me before. and this is what he says to me..I FOUND IT CREEPY. :/


1:31amJessie
hi hang how r u?
1:32amMe
hey
im good thanks
and yourself?
1:32amJessie
good what u been upto
1:32amMe
not muchh
1:32amJessie
u still with aj
1:32amMe
no
1:35amJessie
what u doing tonight
1:35amMe
nothing
sleeping
haha

1:35amJessie
ah ok u busy
1:36amMe
nah
1:36amJessie
wanna catch up
1:37amMe
not really
1:38amJessie
ah ok maybe nexttime ah
1:39amMe
yeahh
ahah
1:39amJessie
waht u mean yeahh ahah
hehe
1:40amMe
maybe next time?
1:40amJessie
u and me catchup when u doin nothing ok
1:40amMe
ahah yeah maybe
1:41amJessie
u got a number
keep it secret to every1 ok
1:44amJessie
no number
1:44amMe
nah
1:44amJessie
have u got bf yet
1:46amMe
haha nah
1:46amJessie
so u available ha
hehe
same me single
1:50amJessie
if u not busy give me a ring *enters number*
have a goodnight
1:50amMe
alright
you too.


Date: Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Title: Wow, I haven't read peoples blog in ages!

I went on blogger and looked at the people that post, and I never realised people still post. It's quite interesting really.

Another interesting fact I learnt; 87% of people said they would not get back with a cheater.


Date:
Title: You miss me?

Really? You miss me? Do you really miss me? Or is this just apart of your game.
I was listening to the radio today and they were on about cheaters. "Once a cheater, always a cheater." I don't believe that. You had the willpower to change, you had to power to be able to keep me in your life. But no, you chose not to. You deal with the consequences. My stupid self stuck around for so long, but I've had enough. I'm not going to talk to you, even though its killing me, because if I do, its gonna make me want you again. I don't want you, I'm not going to fall weak for you anymore. You've screwed it up so many times that I have the strength to not go back.

I'll be fine, I can do fine on my own. I hope you can too.


Date: Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Title: somebody, please save me.



Date: Sunday, June 13, 2010
Title:



Date: Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Title: how cute.




Date: Monday, May 24, 2010
Title:

I had a good time this weekend. i got back with my boyfriend, went to a party and caught up with old friends and stuff like that.





Date:
Title:

I love blogger and tubmlr. It's the only thing I could ever let my complete feelings out on.