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Profile. The names Hang. I'm the type of girl that loves running around in the rain without caring that I'm going to get sick. I sit on the ground anywhere, and anytime I want. I like green and purple skittles. I love to try on clothes but not always buy it. I smile even though I'm sad, cos I hate the feeling of being sad. I'm the type of person that would rather get hurt by the truth then be happy with a lie. I'm a pretty nice person, but if you get on my bad side, i wont talk to you.(: FORMSPRING. Rewind. July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 November 2010 My wants. Polaroid camera New phone New clothes New earrings New shoes Charm bracelet Gloves that go up to my elbows School socks Footprints |
Date: Friday, July 31, 2009
Title: WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME JENNIFER? WHY UPLOAD THAT? WHYYYYY? Date:
Title: :) Jennifer is a loser! Made me laugh when I was reading. I was reading from the book cos in English we take turns to read and all so it was my turn and I was reading and she randomly says "you're gay" really quietly, and I just looked at her and I'm like errr..then I just laughed. Gosh Jennifer. Date:
Title: :( Almost cried at school today, about 4times. :( Lol, Thy is scared of me. :D She thinks I'm going to eat her or something, like the heck, would I do such a thing? (A) Date: Thursday, July 30, 2009
Title: :( It feels like everyone is replacing me, like I'll be close to someone, the someone else comes along and then BAM! I'm out of the picture. Heaps shattered. I never realized this until I was talking to someone and hes like "are you and _____ close" Im like "yeah, but we use to be heaps tighter" and hes like "oh whos this _____ chick, arent they close?" im like "oh yeah, they're hell close, closer then me and hjer are now" And then it hit me, I always get replaced, but now its only starting to get to me cos I just realized it happens. It hurts to be replaced. I feel like i'm not good enough to be held onto, feeling like people get bored of me so they move onto new people. It's alright cos I'm still close to you's, just not as we use to be. We use to be able to tell eachother everything, everytime we're down we would tell eachother, but now we still can tell eachother anything, but we just don't talk as much so we dont tell as much. I try to keep you close, I did. But then you found someone new, someone better. Ahwell, guess things change and people move on right?   Bloody hell. arguing again? Can't go through 3days with long conversations without arguing can we? Date:
Title: :)  I love these girls. (L)This morning we had RE first up, and during that time Jennifer had replaced me! WHAT IS THIS? After that we had science, and Mr Pezos was in our classroom and we were wating outside for out teacher and Luke was chewing gum and then Mr Pezos put out his hand and Lukes like "oh do you want some?" and Luke got it out and gave him one and he walked away. and yeah, I just laughed. We ended up going to the computer room, and then I said to Izzy "lets sit at the back" and 2minutes later Lukes like "shotgun the back" and we're like "no, we're sitting there" and then the teacher was trying to open the door cos we were crowding all around it and then shes like, hold on let me take out the key and she took it out and said "okay, go!" and we ran to it ad me and Izzy ended up getting the back. Woo. :D What else happened..hmm.. Well I didnt have anything interesting happen today I don't think. Haha, Rachel has a majorly slow reaction to everything and like laughs heaps. Date: Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Title: :L        lol, some are so harsh! but yeah, this is what I've been doing for the last hour. Hmm, heaps bored, and tired. I don't know if he was expecting me to call, lol. Uh oh. Date:
Title: :) What a wonderful conversation at lunch today hey guys! Haha. 2girls 1cup, penis's getting cut off, vagina piercings, guy dies by getting effed by a horse, yum. Quite an interesting conversation though! And then talking about g strings when lunch ended. ;) We made vegetarian stuff for food and textiles, it tasted okay. Partnered up with Jennifer, was originally meant to go with Rachel but then Jennifer wanted me so then Rachel wanted to go with Jennii. But it's okay cos we all worked in the same kitchen. Woo, we're making yummy things next week! And us four get to work together, yayer. So yeah, quite excited. Heaps shattered that I'm missing out the next couple of week after that though cos that's when we make good stuff! In food and textiles we get to pick our own dish to make, and child studies we're meant to make a cake, but nooooo, i have to miss out. Heaps shattered! Yeah, I'm going to go watch TV now. byebye. Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Title: . ha, me and Nga were meant to blog every single day since the start of this year. But it failed, cos I got lazy and couldn't be bothered blogging anymore, but now I made a new one I blog more for some reason. I wrote in my other blog couple times a month, and I blog in this almost everyday! Amazing isnt it? Hmm, 3 and a half hours of talking, and 3 arguments. Seesh, must be a record. /sigh. It's not that I can't handle it, I can, but is sucks! Who the heck argues this much? Arghhh. You left, and I don't know if you were sad, but I sure was, I wanted to burst into tears. But I didnt, I could only hold it in if I could, sometimes I let it out cos I can't hold it in, that was a time that I could, so I did. I tried to act fine, but I had all these thoughts in my head. Everythings my fault, you know it. Im just a teenage dirtbag baby (8) love this song! its been in my head since last week. Date: Monday, July 27, 2009
Title: :( Hating how I always try to be happy, I'm a heaps happier person now. But there's always something that brings me down just a bit from time to time, makes me think. Like its the little things too. I hate being sad, so I try and be happy. Yeah I cry a lot, but once I let that out, I would usually be fine again. I cried once without knowing why the hell I cried, I was upset for no reason. So freaking retarded. Then YOU had a go at me just cos I cried for no reason. Seeeeeesh. Hmm, well whats bringing me down now is that I feel isolated, unloved. But I guess that is my fault, I don't really make a big effort to talk to many people anymore, maybe thats it. /sigh Yeah anyway, had a pretty good day today. School was good, had a good time at recess, everyone was happy and laughing at everything, especially Angela. Lunch was okay, had to go on yard duty with Ms Dearden, and just had to pick up 10 pieces of rubbish, just cos I kicked John, like what is this? Oh and what topped off my day was that me and AJ didnt argue at all today! :D Heaps hating how our relationship started off as a internet based relationship, then went to a normal relationship where we saw eachother heaps, now its a phone based relationship, and if he gets the net back then its probably going to be an internet based relationship again. GAYYY. Going Vietnam in 2 weeks, i heaps don't wanna go, but then I do at the same time. Hmm, should be good that I'm missing out school though, yay. Man, been having this cough for ages. Like I thought I was sick, but I'm not. i have just been coughing heaps, like it started about a week and a half ago. It's pretty annoying. -_- Date: Sunday, July 26, 2009
Title: :) Yesterday @ Johns was pretty good and Jays was alright. At Johns we played musical chairs and Kenneth was so bloody rough and pushed me to the ground when the music stopped -_-" THERE WAS ICECREAM CAKE! Yummmm. At Jays everyone was drinking and shizz, its pretty funny watching everyone drunk and tipsy. Date: Saturday, July 25, 2009
Title: <3 I love those china town girls. I love our recess's and lunch's that we spend together talk about everything. I love how we can talk about anything and dont find it gross or embarrassing to talk about it, like periods and boobs leaking when you just had a baby. I love how we could always be open to each other. It was heaps better last year though, massive group of china town, now we've split. But that's okay, cos we all still love each other! Well, kinda. I really miss the good ol' days, but things change. I try to go to every group just so I wouldn't lose you guys, because you's are a massive part of my life and I dont wanna lose yous. :( Date: Friday, July 24, 2009
Title: :D Had a pretty good day. Went over AJs after school, missed him heaps! We were watching I am Sam then my mother had to pick me up, urghh. Yeah, lol@Jennifer drinking the other day in food and textiles. She didnt wanna touch the glass, dunno why but yeah, and the water spilt everywhere! Was pretty funny, major fail. Happy birthday John! And happy birthday Abbey, Shawn and virginia for yesterday! and also, happy birthday Johnnie&KL for tomorrow! Hmm what else.. oh yeah, johns partayyy tomorrow, might wear my primary school uniform cos the dress code is blue and white, and that was my summer primary school uniform, so yeah. Better have food by the time i get there! Yeah, its cold at the moment. I'm tired, gonna sleep soooooon. Date: Thursday, July 23, 2009
Title: :/ In the end, it is really all because of me. Date: Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Title: :/ I just can't seem to understand why. Date:
Title: >=( I cant tell if your trying to pick a fight anymore, it kinda seems like it. But I don't know why you would, but these past couple of days you just seem to want to fight. Just cos I kiss other girls doesnt mean I'm lesbian! Doesn't mean I'm gonna leave you for a chick! Doesnt mean I want to kiss others, guys or girls. Your the only one I really want to kiss, the other girls are just for fun. Can't believe you said what you said. So angry right now. ARGH! I really think you love to argue. Date: Monday, July 20, 2009
Title: :| I got told I was too nice the other day, again. I dont think I'm too nice. I just dont like getting in the way of things. I let things be. Ps: I like compliments. They make me happy. Date:
Title: :| I love you. I love you. I love you. Please be okay. Date: Sunday, July 19, 2009
Title: :( Honestly, I don't know if I can keep a smile on my face and pretend I'm fine with it. It's obvious that I'm not. Flirt. Date:
Title: =/ Yeah so, I think I'm sick again. So hating the person that passed it onto me! :( So like, there was another drink up at my place last night, like the heck? Why does it have to be here? 2 days in a row? like gosh! -.- On the plus side, Andrew said that he thinks I would be a great housewife. :) Made me feel good when he said that. First actual compliment I have got given in ages. /sigh. Everyone is so depressed about their past lover, made me feel a wee bit sad. :( It was also Joys party yesterday too! Happy birthday Joy! :) Date: Saturday, July 18, 2009
Title: :) Last night, after AJ's, I went home and found people at my house. They just came back from Jandarys. Yeah, I was pretty shocked to see Nary and stuff there. We stayed up allllll night. It was a goooooood night. :D I'm eating stringers right now. How awesome. Date:
Title: :( Truth is, i just dont feel special anymore. not like the way I use to. I haven't felt special for a long time now, and I dont know how much longer I can go on with it. Date: Friday, July 17, 2009
Title: :) Watched Transformers 2 today/yesterday. It was pretty goooood. Well its 1:10am on the 17th of July! =O guess what today is? Its AJs birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ! Hope that you have a fantastic day! M15+ movies. =O Seeing his mum tomorrow, how scary. Date: Thursday, July 16, 2009
Title: :( I feel so isolated from the group. Date: Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Title: :( Troi oi. I feel like such a bad friend. I hate how you have two friends, but they both tell you stuff about the other, and you feel like you really have to tell one of them something but then you cant cos you said you wouldn't. I'm currently in that situation, and I am absolutely hating it. /sigh. I was kind of in this situation sometime at the beginning of this year too! Had a friend that didnt really like the other, and the other asked me about it but even though i did know about it, I lied and said I didnt know a thing. but this situation is different, these people dont not like eachother. They do, but one doesnt feel the same way as the other and they both are telling me stuff that I cant tell any of em, and I really think I need to, but I cant cos I said I wouldnt say anything. Ahh, I am so hating this. I know I should stay out of it, but she so needs to know. D= Date:
Title: THY thy thy thy. shes like my little peach slice. Lol, yeah i dont know, im looking at the can of peach slices so yeah. Yes, as I was saying shes like my little peach slice. She's pretty awesome :D We had lots of fun in last semesters PLP lessons. RIGHT THY? RIGHT? HUH THY? THY? ANSWER ME THY? XD and then that time "i will love you until this rose dies" or some crap XD now we have no lessons together, except for english, ew. Yeah, I'm pretty sure thats it. :) Date:
Title: (L) AJ, Rachel, Jandary, Jennii, Jennifer, Angela, Ning, Hung, Phuong & IJ. I wanted to let you guys know how much you all mean to me. Like you's have been the people that I turn to if theres something on my mind and if I ever need to let something out. You guys dont judge me, and always make time to listen. I know that even if it is 3am in the morning you guys would answer my call and listen. I trust you guys with my life. I appreciate all the times that you have listened to me and had helped me through tough times. Rachel, Jandary, Jennii, Jennifer. Last year, you girls were the ones that kept me standing when I was going to fall apart. Yous had always kept me smiling. I love how we're all in the same class again (besides Jandary). Our friendship is so strong, and I'm hoping even when we finish school that we'd still be friends. Angela. We have so much in common, I love talking to you. A lot of the time, we have the same problem which puts us on the same level, and its just so much easier to talk to someone who feels the some way I do. We have got so much closed this year, and I am so happy for that. Hung, Phuong, Ning, IJ. I trust you guys so much, I don't know what I'd do without yous. Last of all, AJ. Gosh, I love you soooooo much. You have always been able to put a smile on my face no matter what. You can make me happy after I've been crying. You can so easily make me forget about what I was crying about after only a minute. I trust you with my life, I know I can tell you anything. Okay, wrapping this up. You guys are awesome! :) Date:
Title: :) Weeeeee. Happy again. :) lol. Date: Monday, July 13, 2009
Title: Bloody hell, I fucking call you acting all happy and crap. Then you say something that pisses me off, and then you get pissed off and wonder why I got pissed off. ARGH! And then you keep on complaining that I don't talk much or that you cant hear me. Well maybe it cos you pissed me off, and I dont talk loud on the freaking phone! Why do you always gotta complain? Theres ALWAYS something thats annoying you. Argh, I went over to your bloody house yesterday cos I knew I probably wont see you til your birthday, so I wanted to see you. And first thing you said to me was "i was doing so good in this game until yous got here!" Oh yeah, hello to you too. And then you wanna let me go cos I'm pissed and I say "love you" in a pissed off tone and you think I dont mean it? WHY WOULD I NOT MEAN IT! Just cos I am bloody pissed off doesnt mean I dont mean it! ARGH Date:
Title: Happyyyy. Yeah, have nothing to do today, but I'm still in a happy mood. Slept for ages, it was about 14hours? Inside my mouth hurts, I think I cut it or something. I just ate toast, and I'm drinking cordial right now. So this week I'm trying not to go out until AJ's birthday,I might go out if I don't spend any money. :) But I totally suck at saving, so I would rather not go out. :) I'm going over his place on his birthday to have dinner there, how scary. Its kind of like meeting his parents for the first time, but its not the first time I'm meeting his mum, its something scarier. She pretty much hates me. But I'm a man, I'm brave, I can face her! Hopefully I could make peace with her. :) My brother has new music, I'm pretty much taking all of them now. I usually listen to them and see which one sounds good, but I cbf cos theres too many so now I'm thinking on just taking all of it. Date: Sunday, July 12, 2009
Title: (Y) Yesterday me and Hieu stayed up till 4am trying on clothes. We only went to sleep cos her mum gets up at 4am and we didnt get into trouble. Going over her house made me realize how much fun we have together, and how many moments we share. Here are a couple of photos of us last night. :)     I absolutely love her boots. :)  Date:
Title: makeup? lol yeah, its 1:51am and me and hieu are putting on make up. We both hardly wear any make up so I thought it would be fun to put on make up just for fun. Ha, we just watched The Grudge 3, it scared the crap outta me! and then we watched Another Cinderella Story, its an alright movie. Lol, before she was like "has anyone seen the brush? oh wait, haha you're the only one here" lol dumbass. Oh and when we were watching a movie I thought I heard vibrating, so I asked her if it was her phone, shes like nah. 5 minutes later, I heard it again. Then im like "shhh,you hear that" shes like, "thats my mum snoring." It heaps sounded like something vibrating. XD Gonna get back to make up now. I look majorly emoooo. :) Date: Saturday, July 11, 2009
Title: :) Had a pretty good day today. Saw AJ! :D Yeah, now I'm at Hieus. She bloody closed the car door on my head. -_- Lol, she got rejected by her neice. The neice wanted me to hold her, and Hieu's like "NO! come here lillian" and she just shook her head. She is soooo bloody cute. But she grabs like everything she sees. Yeah, point is. Had a goood day :) Date: Friday, July 10, 2009
Title: :) I went to go return the jeans, yayer! Erm, then after mum took my brother to go look for a scooter, and then after we went to office works. I wanted stationary, and it was right across the street from the scooter place anyway, so all good. Went home and called AJ. Gosh, I miss him heaps! :( Get to see him tomorrow, hopefully. Yay if i do :D He doesnt have faith in me, he basically said I fail at life. He doesnt believe in me. Goshhhhh. I said I wanted to9 start doing weights, and he just laughed. What is this? Yeah, I'm quite tired. Going to bed sooooon. Night. Date:
Title: Such a boring day so far. I'm going shopping later to return the jeans I bought yesterday and going to buy something else hopefully. They were pretty okay jeans, but I think I could have bought better ones for that price so yeah, going to get a refund, hopefully. Waiting for brother to wake up so he can take me cos I dont want to take the bus, its too cold. Then after might go to Jandarys house then might go out with her, and then maybe go to Hieu's house after. Havent seen her in ages, I miss her. Date:
Title: yayer Finally! I got the template just how I wanted it. I was always screweing up by taking out things I didnt want and accidentally taking out things I did want there. It is so confusing! But I got it after about 2 hours! Thanks Thy & Nga for helping me. I am so happy I finally got it. My old blog had the simple template, so it was easy. This shizz is confusing and I now have a headache. :( Date:
Title: New blog. Woo. Okay, wanted to start a new blog. Simply because my old blog is sad and depressing, so I decided to make a new blog, a happy one. :) |