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Profile. The names Hang. I'm the type of girl that loves running around in the rain without caring that I'm going to get sick. I sit on the ground anywhere, and anytime I want. I like green and purple skittles. I love to try on clothes but not always buy it. I smile even though I'm sad, cos I hate the feeling of being sad. I'm the type of person that would rather get hurt by the truth then be happy with a lie. I'm a pretty nice person, but if you get on my bad side, i wont talk to you.(: FORMSPRING. Rewind. July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 November 2010 My wants. Polaroid camera New phone New clothes New earrings New shoes Charm bracelet Gloves that go up to my elbows School socks Footprints |
Date: Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Title: sometimes i put up a wall, not to keep people out but merely to see who actually cares enough to break them Date:
Title: As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It’s not that we don't want to, but too much has happened and we can’t. Date:
Title: AY BAY BAY. So like today I went to the bay with AJ, Jemima, Ivan, Avery, Jon, Jam and IJ. We went to the beach house for like 10 minutes, then went swimminggggggg. It was nice weather, not too hot, and not too cold. Swimming was fun, except I almost drowned, but I dont think anyone knew.. Yeah, I kinda went to the deep part and the water reached up to like the top of my neck, and I can't swim, so like yeah. Big mistake cos I swallowed some water and some went up my nose, so it hurt my throat. After that, we went to get baskin & robin. :) then caught the tram back. Had a quite interesting conversaion with Jemima, IJ, Jam and AJ. /giggle. Golden shower. Squid. Strawberry shortcake. Anyone wanna guess what I'm on about? ;) Date: Monday, December 28, 2009
Title: All the signs were there, I just chose not to believe them. I wonder what would've happened if I did...Would you lie to my face? Or would it be over? Date: Sunday, December 27, 2009
Title: No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you. Date:
Title: Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them. Date:
Title: Hope everyone had a good Christmas, and just incase I don't update before new years, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D hope you all have a great year, and dont forget your resolutions! :) Date: Thursday, December 24, 2009
Title: Smile if your heart is aching. Smile even though its breaking. Date:
Title: :( So yeah, you wanted me to cry. I cried, but you didn't seem to care one bit. Date: Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Title: so yeah. I'm black AJ's lyyyyymmmeee grheeen co-co-nut! yeah, it's spelt how it's meant to be said.. :) Date: Monday, December 21, 2009
Title: iosgjidgj I seriously need a new layout. But I seriously ceebs going through all that trouble again. Putting in a new layout frustrates me so much. :( Date: Sunday, December 20, 2009
Title: so like hi. Today I went to grandmothers house to eat. Lately, I've decided to try and spend more time with the family, cos my grandfather is sick, like permantly. So, I decided to come around more often. Umm..then after that me, mother, brother, and aunty went shopping. Mother gave me and my brother $150 each from christmas. :) I bought a dress for $50. :) there was another dress I liked but they only had sizes 8 and 14, I tried on the 8 but it was tight so I didnt get it. But i really liked it so like that was a pretty sad moment for me. :( I would upload a picture of the dress for you, but I dont have my cord to plug in the comp so I cant put the picture on the comp. So like yeah. I'm going to try and save the rest of the money. I need to buy mother something for Christmas, and also save for 2 year anniversary with the boyfriend. I really need a job. :( Date:
Title: You make me want to cry, but you make me want to hold it in. Date:
Title: :( The pain is still there. Thinking about it still brings me down, and sometimes even brings tears to my eyes. Not that the pain wont ever go away, but it'll take longer then I expected. Date: Saturday, December 19, 2009
Title: hrmm..90 things girls need to know about guys? 1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them! (Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE) 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. 5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body. 6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to. 9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool. 11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it. 12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. 14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes. 15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway. 16. Girls are guys' weaknesses. 17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask. 18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long. 19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend. 20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it. 21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs. 22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. 23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to. 24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you. 25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. 26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain. 27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships. 28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem. 29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up. 30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. 31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key. 32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy. 33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. 34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. 35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. 36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me." 37. Guys don't really have final decisions. 38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. 39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. 40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something. 41. Guys like femininity not feebleness. 42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. 43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. 44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. 45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much. 46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. 47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. 48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. 49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. 50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. 51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming. 52. We don't like girls who are too skinny. 53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs. 54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not... 55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours. 56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually. 57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to. 58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs. 59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts. 60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. 61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy. 62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them. 63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true. 64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him. 65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again. 66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it. 67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out. 68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve. 69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so. 70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them. 71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does. 72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down. 73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less. 74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it. 75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please. 76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them. 77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this: a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are. b) It gives them an excuse to touch you. 78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is. 79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway! 80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody. 81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying. 82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back. 83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare. 84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too. 85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying. 86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him. 87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships. 88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't. 89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something. 90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out. Date:
Title: first dates are awkward, Date: Thursday, December 17, 2009
Title: I GOT HEAPS AND HEAPS TO BLOG ABOUT! But since i havent been on for a while, i dont remember some of it. Okay. Lets do this. on Saturday, me and aj were at subway. And then we were talking about injections. and i use to get injections on my ass, did anyone else? Yeah, well I was talking about that, and there was this guy behind me, and it was hell embarassing. :( On Monday, it was the resbak game. them filos vs resbak. We were meant to meet in town at 11:30 and then catch the bus to the place, but we ended up waiting for the bus till like 1:10. /shake. then yeah. them filos had a massive crowd. them filos won by doubling their score. :) we then headed back to town to eat. While we were on the bus, we noticed this guy chasing after the bus, so when we got off, since there were many of us, we got off slowly so he could catch up. He got right to the door of the bus, AND THE FREAKING LADY CLOSED THE DOOR! WHEN HE WAS AT THE DOOR. What a massive bitch. Yeah. We all got pretty angry at that. She just drove off. stupid lady. He ran like all the way from rundle, to past china town to catch up. AND SHE JUST CLOSES THE DOOR IN HIS FACE. WTF MATE. and yeah. I dont remember anything else. Date: Sunday, December 13, 2009
Title: holiday hours. It's currently 3:30am and I am finally tired. i have no idea why I wasn't tired till now. and yeah, im tired so like im gonna go to sleep. GOODNIGHT. Date:
Title: :) Hanging out with Jandary tomorrow. Haven't seen that nigger in yonks! so that should be good. Then after I might head to AJ's. Yeah. I need a job so bad, so poor. Its depressing. Date: Saturday, December 12, 2009
Title: <3 YFC Adelaide <3 they have some of the best people there. Love it. Date: Thursday, December 10, 2009
Title: YOYOYOYOYO. So like hi. Yeah, been pretty bored all day. Watch about 10 episodes of how i met your mother, and also watched 40 year old virgin for the first time! It's actually kinda a sweet movie. yeah. YFC tomorrow. Yay. I miss it. But we have to wear semi-formal christmas colours. I don't know how I am going to pull that off. Oh well, should be good. Also shopping with Altair tomorrow, that should be good too. :) Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Title: lalalalalalala I'm in a fantabulous mood. I have no idea why, but I am. :D Wee. Nobody to share my happiness with though, thats quite depressing. :( I wanted to talk to Mrs Vorakoumane about something but I forgot what about, cos shes not online, maybe shes working. But I want to talk to her. :( Mr Blancaver doesn't want me to go out tomorrow so I must stay in allllllllllll day! how boringggggggggggggg. I might try to get someone to come over though, and we can watch movies or something like that. Have not had a goood nights sleep for ages, hating it heaps. i want to be able to sleep in and stuff, but noooooo, always wake up at like 8-9. How gay. wowowowowow. I'm bored. and sleepy. I wanna eat. Someone ate all the tim tams. =D Milk, milk, milk. Yeah, just going on with junk cos I'm bored and happy. And when I'm happy I go on with stuff. Woooooo. Ew, hating how Jay Sean is getting like heaps famous now. Cos if he gets too famous, I wont like him anymore. I get annoyed when things get too popular, cos it's just not cool anymore. Like I'd like a song, then it'll get too known and play like 100000000 times on the radio and it just gets annoying, yknow? I want new thongs and shorts. D: I got like one pair of thongs which I havent broken yet, and I just want new shorts cos I need more. I hate how my brother and his friends always eat and drink the foods and drinks I buy which I hope to eat or drink, but runs out too quickly for me to even have a chance to eat or drink it. Bought cordial on sunday, its all gone. And I didnt drink any at all, and I've been wanting that cordial for a while and was planning to drink some today, but there isnt any left. How depressing. Okay, I havent really been on the computer for ages, so this is the most i've typed in ages, and its really starting to hurt. So I think maybe I should stop soon. Like maybe now would be a good time. Goodbye. :D Date: Monday, December 7, 2009
Title: influences can only get you so far, in the end its your choice. Date:
Title: urgh. I cant help but wait. I kinda hate that I love you. Date:
Title: blahhhhhh I just ate spaghetti. :) ugh, i feel crap. I can never have a decent nights sleep. Gollygosh. It just aint cool mate. Date: Saturday, December 5, 2009
Title: la di da. Hi. :) Yes. So like yeah. Today was Altair's mothers birthday. Happy birthday Mum! :D Me and altair went to go watch new moon today, it was alright. I liked it. :) We went back to his place after that, then his sister and stuff came. We played a bit of poker, which was pretty funny at times. :L I won the game like twice. Hmm. Then spent a bit of time with the missus, singing and making stuff from our shadows and stuff, that was nice. (: Then we went back to his sisters place and helped them pack. And now I'm home, tired as! Was meant to go to sleep but I wanted to talk to Ning, but that bitch aint online. So might hit the hay soon. Soon meaning now, goodnight everyone. Theres a random cake in the fridge...and i kinda want it.. Date: Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Title: gjhsfues I kinda miss blogging. Have nothing to blog about though. Well, I do, but I don't want to blog about it. :( Hmm, lately I wake up in the middle of the night and start to think about things and then I can't sleep. It's horrible. I havent had a sleep where it went for all night for a while. Today I am spending a bit of time with Nga. Should be good. :) |