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Profile. The names Hang. I'm the type of girl that loves running around in the rain without caring that I'm going to get sick. I sit on the ground anywhere, and anytime I want. I like green and purple skittles. I love to try on clothes but not always buy it. I smile even though I'm sad, cos I hate the feeling of being sad. I'm the type of person that would rather get hurt by the truth then be happy with a lie. I'm a pretty nice person, but if you get on my bad side, i wont talk to you.(: FORMSPRING. Rewind. July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 November 2010 My wants. Polaroid camera New phone New clothes New earrings New shoes Charm bracelet Gloves that go up to my elbows School socks Footprints |
Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Title: oh em gee. I miss blogging, i had heaps to blog aboutbut my internet is being a homosexual and isnt working for me. Right now I am at AJ's sisters place, while they are out at bowling, lol. (: Anyway, I am quite liking the holidays so far, because I can see AJ everyday, therefore we don't argue as much. :) But still, there are things in this relationship that is kind of concerning me, but I can get over it. :) On Saturday was Alysha's birthday + party, it was pretty fun! Lol, Jandary wanted to chase after thse 3 random asian girls but then I told her to tag your it them and run off and so she was running up to them and she was just going to tag them but then she fell over right behind them and she got up and tagged them and ran off. Heaps funny! but nobody saw it but me. :( There was this guy that looked about 12 that came up to all of us and hes like "hey, i was jus wondering if any of you girls were single?" and we were all just like thinking errr ew. but then Jandarys like "nah sorry." and did that LOL thing. Me and Tahlia were just dancing together like dickheads :L Yeah and I almost lost my voice by singing. There were a lot of things that happened that night but I cbf thinking of all of it. Some of us slept at Alysha's place that night and we were telling ghost stories, pretty scary. D: Past couple of day I have been spending it with the missus ;D and it has been great. Well I think it has. (: I love spending time with him. :) Yay, group outting on Thursday! I am quite pumped! I miss Chinatowncrew already. Can't wait to spend Thursday with them, I think it would be pretty good. Hopefully most people could make it. The friday is YFC camp, WOO! Im pumped for that aswell! Hopefully AJ is allowed to go. Pretty shattered that Thy isnt going, HA THY I HOPE IT KILLS YOU TO EAT! :D <3 Stolen from Nga. (: Don't say i never tell you anything because i tell you alot. It's just you , you choose not to listen or have any interest in my life. And the time i let you in on everything is one of the time i need you most but you can't even do that. Your never there when i need you , and the time you are you never take me serious so whats the point? /sigh it's because i can't live without you okay. I can't even though you treat me like this..Even though i need you constantly and probably every minute of everyday i have lost hope in this. Date: Thursday, September 24, 2009
Title: =o My posts have been heaps depressing lately. Sorry guys, I haven't really been in a happy mood for a while. But that will change soon. I can feel it. :) Date:
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Title: :( I want to be the girl that turns your good days better. Date:
Title: HAHAH Talking about a sweet message at lunch that someone sent to this girl saying something like "i love you, i dont have to tell you cos you already got my heart" or something like that and then Jennii is like "yeah, its like okay taking my heart back since i saw your face" AHAHAH hell ruined it jennii. /shake Happy Birthday to you for tomorrow babe! :) Date: Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Title: a best friend. So there's this girl I know. I admirer her, I admirer how strong she is. When things hurt her, she doesn't show it, and she tries to not get hurt by things. She is one of the strongest girls I know. She is always trying to stay happy, even when someone breaks her heart, she still smiles. I admirer your strength. Date:
Title: no faith. The guy that was always meant to have faith in me, in anything I do, and was meant to support me... didn't support me, didnt have faith in me. When I finally figured that out, it kinda hurt. Date: Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Title: <3  Sometimes I got to take time to realize how much you mean to me, how much it would kill me if I lost you. I care about you so much, and I wish you knew that. Please be okay. Date:
Title: :(  I wish we were fine, I wish I could say that we're fine, that we're going good. You make me smile, you make my sad, you make me cry, you make me laugh, you make me happy, and you make me angry. So how do I know if the good outweighs the bad? We have been on the rough patches these past couple months. I pray that it gets better, but it never seems too. It's just the same thing week after week after week. I'm still praying that it gets better. Date: Monday, September 21, 2009
Title: fuck this. So angry, fuck sakes. It's like tears are coming, but I don't want to cry. YKNOW WHAT? FUCK YOU. Fucking say I'm always assuming shit, well what else can I do when thats the only option you give? I fucking ask you all the time, you never tell me. When I don't ask you, that's when you decide you wanna tell me? what the fuck? ARGHHHHHHHHH  Date:
Title: ARGH WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL OUT ON ME? ALWAYS! WHY? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? GJFHDIUGHRNDHVUIXDHURHUIAHDCSUFIUSGDBG Date:
Title: :( I miss it so much. The I love you's, the I miss you's, the big hugs I use to get when you dont see me for like a week, the late night calls where we wouldn't argue at all, the times where we would muck around all the time. But mostly, i miss the passion we use to have. I guess I miss the old us, the immature us. I look back on it and it makes me sad, and sometimes makes me cry. Now I am going to take a moment and reminisce. :D I still remember this day. It was my 14th birthday. Just a month after out relationship begun. We had the passion then. I remember we were at the playground just looking into each others eyes and you said "i could never just stare at someone like this, but with you its different." and i said "me too. :)" It was nice. And that day we were laying on the grass, staring up at the sky, looking at the stars, that was nice too, until we got interrupted! Lol, but it was good while it lasted right? I still remember our first kiss, it makes me smile just thinking about it. It wasn't that great of a moment, but it was still special.(:  Date:
Title: just letting it out. Okay, well lately I have been annoyed with some people. So in this post I am going to rant on about them. Okay? :) Person#1: ARGH, you are so typical. You can't go and bitch about your close friends and then when they find out and you call them crying and saying sorry, you just cant expect them to forgive you just like that. YOU CANT! You can't just forgive someone that says those things about you. You are a bloody bullshit artist aswell, why make up shit which could ruin people relationships? ITS BLOODY STUPID! It just makes you look heaps bad when they find out. It just makes you more hated. Yknow, I do kinda feel sorry for you, but I'm not going to say you dont deserve all of this. Person#2: I use to adore you, you were like the cutest thing around. I use to think you were a good person. But then what you've been doing, it's not right, and you just don't even care who you're hurting. You're a lying bitch. You tell her nothing is going on, then you go behind her back doing this? I dont know how you could just do this to your friendship, I dont know how you could do this at all. And then you go off sounding like you did nothing wrong, well hunny, YOU DID! You're heaps self-centered too, gosh, all you do is talk about yourself. Man, I don't know what happened to you, since him you've changed, a lot. You've become a salad. Even the way you're starting to dress is annoying me, like you look like a prostitute. You suit your old clothes better. Person#3: HOW COULD YOU DO THIS? HOW? I use to think you were cool. I didn't think you could do something like this. YOU ARE A BLOODY PLAYER! You actually deserved what came to you. fjkhdgurbdg Person#4: You are blind, I want to tell you whats going on, you need to know, but I cant. You're making a mistake. I want you to know, hopefully you know soon. Person#5&6: I hate yous for shattering the glass. That's where it all started with person 2. THANKS GUYS, THANKS HEAPS. Gosh. I dont even want to be around number2 anymore. I blame yous for this hate. Well, a part of it anyway. I would still not like her at the moment, but yous just made me have more reason to not like her. Date:
Title: :D I havent blogged in ages! D: Okay, well let me fill you in. This weekend has been a pretty good weekend. On friday we had sports day, which was pretty boring but it was okay, later on that day AJ was at his sisters so he asked me to go over. Some pictures from sports day.      On Saturday I went to AJ's in the morning and at 5 was Michaels 16th at korean bbq, then karaoke. It was pretty fun. He was pretty off his face. HAHA, it was heaps funny. Here are some pictures from Michaels.      And on Sunday it was AJ's uncles birthday so we went to Brighton and had a BBQ. We went at around 11 and left at 5:30ish. And then we went back to the uncles house. Yeah, it was pretty good. played badminton, tennis and volleyball.    Yeah, I just realized how many photo's i took in just 3 days. HA. Point is, it was a good weekend. Kept myself busy :) Date: Friday, September 18, 2009
Title: gjdsgksh calm.. Date:
Title: gfskghdfi FOR FUCK SAKES! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME? I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND YOU? GDSUHTSDT Date:
Title: :@ You make me so frustrated. Date: Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Title: replaced.  I love you God. /sigh. I feel heaps replaced by everyone. It's funny how you people think it doesn't hurt me, like I don't give a damn. But little do you know, it kills me. I hate the feeling of being replaced. It's like I'm this toy that's fun for a while then I get thrown in the trash cos I get so boring. And then you get a new toy that you love more, and keep longer and I'm lying in the trash can and just watching it all. Watching how much you love this new toy, and thinking how it use to be me. I miss it, all of it, all of you. Date:
Title: :\ You've became a cocky little bastard. What happened to you? You use to be cool. Date:
Title: PIES! I just ate a pie. (: Date: Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Title: :] You got to me. I cried, so you got to me. Thankyou. Date:
Title: (L) .jpg) I'm letting you slip away. I'm saying things I shouldn't, I'm doing things I shouldn't. We haven't been so well huh? I'm really hoping this doesn't end, I made a mistake for saying what I did the other day and I hope you don't still think I want it. Cos I dont. When I said the things I did, there was this feeling inside of me like I didnt want to do it, but I did cos it would be better for you. I'm regretting that now, I'm regretting all the other things i've said, I am basically living in regret. Argh, I feel so stupid. I'm sorry, but I'll keep trying to make this better for us. .jpg) Date:
Title: stolen. I'm copying and pasting this from Nga's blog, cos I love it. lol , seems like the hot topic nowadays. What she did/said was inexcusable , when you vent you don't say anything like that at all unless your names , laura. After everything thats happened in the past we all thought you would get better which you did at one point. When things went better you were off the hot topic list , but guess what you just made your way to the very top. I may sound harsh and inconsiderate but she does deserve what happens in a way , it's a thing called karma. But whatever she does seems to be predictable , rather typical now. But even though you said sorry that doesn't make it okay. It doesn't take back everything you said/did , and i don't care if you'd do anything again to make things better. Seriously , your fake. That's the real deal. Friends , it's something you lost well part of it that is. You lost them to your actions , everything you did you were responsible for and it's time you relize what a big of mistake you did when you did what you did. This may go on forever , but thats not our problem. Date: Monday, September 14, 2009
Title: ;) Dear Thy, you would be the first to read this and i would like to say that you are a fag. :) Date:
Title: i like this. life takes your dreams and turns them upside down, friends talk about you when you're not around, people make promises they just cant keep, and ive come to realize, talk is cheap, too often we dont realize what we have until its gone, too often we wait too long to say "im sorry, i was wrong", sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts and we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart Date:
Title: bam.  I really like this. (: Date:
Title: HAHAHA  Date:
Title: grr you're a liar, a fake, a bitch, and a bullcrap artist. and i really dont like you. Date:
Title: BITCHFACE YOU ARE A EFFING BULLCRAP ARTIST MATE! THIS IS JUST KARMA GETTING BACK TO YOU, AND ITS BITING YOU IN THE ASS REAL GOOD! :@ Date:
Title: :) HAHA! That smiley face still makes me smile, I LOVE IT HEAPS! AHHH. :D Date:
Title: :L "people eat spring rolls in spring." :L Date:
Title: :) Thank you, all of you. Date:
Title: =O Woah. I like said the same thing to only two people, and then they say the same thing. THATS WEIRD! Well I was talking about http://www.happy.com.au if you were wondering. - hanger. ♥ jennifatty says: *iono it just makes me smile *i love it *like *omgosh *:L *now im in a happy mod *i think its like a drug *LOL *wth *like seriously *i was like *down before *then *when i looked at that *im happy now *:S ' JstMark™ says: *hahahha:L *thats good:) - hanger. ♥ jennifatty says: *it made me hell happy *looking at it *made me like *smile *heaps *well *it made me smile *and then *im laughing at what people are doing, even if its not that funny *pretty sure that picture is like a drug or something *:K *:L *im heaps happy now *like *i should be sad *and angry *like i was before the picture *but now *im not *:L thy. says: *lol *thats good? *:) - hanger. ♥ jennifatty says: *WOAH *THATS WHAT THE OTHER DUDE SAID *LOL *"JstMark™ says: *hahahha:L *thats good:)" *but instead you said lol? *LOL *OMGOSH *HOW WEIRD Date:
Title: :) http://www.happy.com.au it made me smile. and then if you look at it for too long it hurts your eyes. LOL. Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Title: gfsgfehrtu Grr. Thought when I went away it might get better between us, but its just still the same. Date:
Title: >=@ I dont like you, I don't think many people do. You say you're sorry, you say you were only "venting". But even if you were, you dont say those things, not about your friends anyway. When people say they are sorry, they really are and try to fix it, but you don't, you continue. You do it over and over, and then people get mad and you say sorry, say you've changed, but the next thing you know you do it over again. You're not meant to say bad things about your friends, you don't call them ugly, fat, slutty, cocky, bitchy etc. Maybe if you's got in a fight or they got you mad then you say it without meaning it sometimes, but not when nothing is happening between yous, not when yous are still friends. We gave you chances, you just keep ruining it. This is just karma getting you back for all the things you said, maybe if we keep this up long enough, maybe you'd learn. ARGH, it pisses me off how you could say them things about friends. Grr. Date:
Title: :) Another one I'm stealing from his page. Would you have sex with the last person you messaged? i dont know who was the last person i messaged. :( While play Truth or Dare, which would you pick? depends who it was with. Are you legal to drink? Nope. Has anyone called you babe/baby lately? err, yeah. Do you like to hold or be held? be held. /blushes. Has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something they did? mhm. Do you like to make the first move? no. Has anyone said you have changed lately? nope. Have you ever been caught skipping class? ;) Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? fuck you. :) Have you smoked a cigarette today? nope Where did you last sleep other than your own bed? sleep or nap? sleep then back in the hotel in vietnam, nap then ajs. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name starts with a P? mm. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? next week. D: Was the last person you hugged a male or female? male. Do you wish you had an older, protective brother? no. :( What happened last night? well. we came back from aj's sisters place and then me and aj played 13. we were having a bbq at my place so i went outside and the guys were just burning coal. jeff called up aj and then decided to go out, then jeff came about 15 minutes later. then as we were walking outside i went to check up on the cooking, all i saw were timmy and vanna burning coal, and im like "what the heck are yous doing?" well yeah. then jeff, me, aj and kayli drove around then went to maccas and ate. then after that went home. :) Do you know anyone named Joshua? yeah. What's a word that rhymes with door? poor. Who is your favourite person to talk to when you're down? meh. One night stand or relationship? relationship. Could you go a month without talking to your best friend? dunno. What are you thinking about right now? i dont know. :S Do you think you are a good person? nope. Do you break things when you are mad? no. but i almost broke my phone once? XD What are you listening to right now? nothing. Were you happy when you woke up today? no, i wanted to sleep more but i couldnt get back to sleep D: Are you looking forward to anything? nope. Where do you want to live when you're older? melb maybe. Do you mind sleeping on the floor? not really. Have you ever asked a boy for advice? yeah. Do you miss anyone? yes. :( Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions? depends. How many months until your birthday? 6 Can you make yourself sneeze? nope. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? yes. What are you stressed out about? school. How many windows are open on your computer? 4 Has anyone cheated on their bf/gf with you? nope. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes. Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? mhm. What was the reason you last wanted to cry? :( Do you have a best friend to lean on? mhm. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with? andrew -.- Do you hate it when people smoke cigarettes around you? yes. -.- Are you happy? yes. Are you a morning person or a night person? night. Is there just some people that you don't get along with? grr. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? a spoon. Has anyone said they love you in the last week? Yeah. Do you get along with guys? yeah. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? hope so. Date:
Title: :) Took this from Jason Trans blog. Cos I am bored. :D How did you get one of your scars? AJ. How did you celebrate your last birthday? lunch with the fam and bbq with the friends. How are you feeling at this moment? bored. How did your night go last night? good. :) How did you do in high school? crap. How did you get the shirt you're wearing? aunty from vietnam. How often do you see your best friend? couple times a week. How much money did you spend last month? not much. How old do you want to be when you get married? 20-23 How old will you be at your next birthday? 16, chyeah. :D What's your mothers name? Lan. What did you do last weekend? spent time with the boyfriend. What is the most important part of your life? aj,friends,family. What would you rather be doing? be out doing something. What did you last cry over? saying something i wish i didnt. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? him + friends. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? loyalty. What are you worried about? how hot it is going to be at school. What did you have for breakfast? i woke up at lunch. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? nope. Have you ever had your heartbroken? you tell me. Have you ever been out of the country? yeah. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? you tell me. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? i think everyone has? Have you ever had sex on the beach? lol no. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? yeah. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? a childrens book. :D Who was the last person you saw? brother. Who did you last hug? aj. Who was the last person you said I love you to? aj. Where does your best friend live? elizabeth south. (: Where did you last go? the toilet. Where did you last hang out? home. Where do you go to school? tmc Where did you sleep last night? my bed. Do you like someone right now? question is, do i not like someone? ;) Do you think anyone likes you? everyone hates me. (: Do you ever wish you were someone else? yeah. Do you know the muffin man? yeah i know the muffin man. Does the future scare you? yeah. Why are you best friends with your best friend? cos hes awesome. (: Why did you get a Blogspot? cos me and nga was meant to make this diary thing and write in it everyday for this year but then nga wanted to make a blogspot instead so at the start of this year we made a blogspot, then i made this new one cos i want a happy one. (: Why did your parents give you the name you have? you tell me. Why are you doing this survey? cos im bored. If you could have one super power what would it be? Invisibilty, teleportation, flying. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? course. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would you bring? my phone. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? probably not. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? course. Are you happy with your life right now? yeah. (: Date:
Title: <3 I love you. I wanted to write you a letter, but then now I can't be bothered. Speaking of letters, I havent wrote one for the girls yet. LOL oops. I shall do that soon. :D Date: Saturday, September 12, 2009
Title: gjsfdhgskduhfs WHAT THE EFF IS YOUR PROBLEM! ARGHHHHHHHH Date:
Title: :) Okay, I told myself I am going to remember this so I shall blog it. The first time I tried grain waves was when I brang it to school and ate it with chinatown. :D Date:
Title: :L have you heard the word? the bird bird bird, bird is the word. LOL. Date: Thursday, September 10, 2009
Title: :( Going to keep smiling.  Date:
Title: :| I'm becoming like Angela, I write too many posts. Date:
Title: :) she yells because she cares; she cries because she's frustrated. she wants to fix the problem. she randomly smiles because she's thinking of you, even if you're already there. she scrunches her face because she's about to explode, not because she's constipated. she hits you because she wants to touch you. she's flirting. she stares at you because she's infatuated. she calls every half hour because she misses you. she lectures you because she's boss, not mom. she kisses you because she just wants to. she asks you questions because she's curious, not to be annoying. she wants to know where you are to be with you. she calls just to hear your voice. she walks beside you to hold your hand. she sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. she stands in front of you because she wants a hug. just face it boy; shes in love with you. aw, i thought it was nice. stole it of nga. Date:
Title: :( I'm not going to cry. I'm done crying over you, over the things you do. I'm done. This time I'm not going to pretend I'm okay with things, this time I am going to let you know I am mad, this time I'm going to be the one giving the lecture, this time I'm not just going to let it slide hoping that you won't do it again, this time I am going to take a stand. It's kinda funny how i am saying this now, but when it comes to the moment, I pretend that I am okay, and you believe it. I hope this time it's going to be different. I hope I can do this, cos I really want to. Date:
Title: :'( Ouch again. ARGH! Majorly pissed off. Date:
Title: :L John has a theory: If your in a relationship, and you go to Vietnam, when you return you will break up with your partner. This was how our conversation kind of went. John: How are you and AJ? Hang: We're alright. John: Don't break up with him. Hang: Why would I do that? John: Because everyone that goes to Vietnam end up breaking up with their partners when they come back. Hang: did you make this theory up? or is it a fact? John: Well its my theory but if you and aj break up it will soon be a fact. But if not then I'm wrong. *John names examples of all the break ups after vietnam* Hang: but it could be just the holiday? long distance? it could be anyone that goes anywhere. It gives people more time to think of things and all? *yada yada* John: just dont cut the rope yet. Date:
Title: :| It's like raining on a sunny day. Ha get it? Yknow how people say its like sunshine on a rainy day? Well like I turned it around. That quote was in my head and I wanted to blog it okay? -.- I also was thinking about this "the rainbows smell like sunshine" like what the heck? As I was walking home I was thinking about it. And then I thought to myself, what the heck do they smell like? Date: Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Title: :L roses are red, violets are blue, some poems rhyme, this one doesn't LMFAO! Date:
Title: :( Ouch. It hurt me a lot. I can't breathe properly, it hurts to breathe. It's nothing, I know, but it's something to me. Date:
Title: D= Omgosh Jeremiah linked me to this, its so horrible. http://video.yahoo.com/watch/5898533/15354477 Date:
Title: :) Ohh I learned more new stuff. Our memory is more likely to function better in bad than good weather. People typically are in a sadder mood on bad weather days, and ample previous research shows that negative mood is associated with better memory. Date:
Title: :) I learnt something new. Research has demonstrated that we are less willing to ask for help from others who have traits with us in common. This may be because asking for help from a similar person could act like a blow to your self-esteem. You seem the less competent of two otherwise similar people. And that always hurts. Date: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Title: :/ I love you, I don't know how I am going to let you know though. Date:
Title: :( Stop pretending Hang, just stop. Date:
Title: >=( Grrr. You can't say that, cos you're wrong. But I don't want to argue, cos as always, you'll always end up right, even though you're wrong. Date:
Title: :D 100 posts baby. :) I am going to read my other blog now for fun. :) Date:
Title: :) I love soft bread. I also love long warm showers. It's like standing in the pouring rain with your clothes off, and its cold in the rain. :) Date:
Title: :) Lol, I find it funny how I brought $230 worth of food yesterday and still when I look into the fridge or pantry and I still don't find anything to eat. -.- Date:
Title: :D What a fun lunch time. We were singing and laughing practically all the way through. And I realized, everyone was together. Clinton took Angela's cupcake! Dancing icecream. LOL Omgosh, what a nice day. Date:
Title: >=D Don't get mad, get even. Date:
Title: :) I love the film clip Taylor Swift - You belong with me. I can't get over it. Like I've liked it for ages and still love it. It's so cute. I watched Hannah Montanna the movie, its alright, it would be good if it went on longer though. Date: Monday, September 7, 2009
Title: :) This still makes me smile every time I watch it. :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M58T7_6ZC_E Date:
Title: :) > if you got a pretty girl go and hold her tight. if you cant live without her, let her know. if you need her more then anything, let her know. (8) Without her i'd be sick. (8) LOOK! :D   Date:
Title: :( I promised myself that I wasn't going to pretend I was okay. I told myself that I would tell you how I feel. I failed. Date:
Title: :) Had an alright day today. What made my day was Angela. She like gave me the biggest hug and cried cos she was so happy. It made me feel like...i mattered, yknow? :) Date: Sunday, September 6, 2009
Title: :) I'm getting filled in about everything. Wow, the groups falling apart. Every ones hating on each other. C'mon guys, lets not do this. Its not us that this usually happens too, its usually the other groups. We're meant to stay strong, stay together. What happened to last year when we were all together, and everyone loved each other? Now every ones hating on another, and there are like 5 different groups of us. This is not meant to happen to us, its just not. It just isn't fair. I'm going to try to put us together again. I will pull us together again. Date:
Title: :) my house got broken into. /giggle. Date: Saturday, September 5, 2009
Title: :( I was hoping for a really big hug. Date:
Title: :) I'm loving how I can blog whenever I want now. I wanted to blog so much stuff but I forgot it all. Date:
Title: :) I had a really nice dream couple weeks back. I was walking with AJ, and I was writing on the pavement "I love AJ." Like I wrote each word in another area, get me? its like this i love aj get it now? Yeah well, that's what I was doing. And the thing that made the dream so nice is that we were so happy. We were smiling and laughing the whole time we were together. The dream didnt go for long, we were just walking around. But it was nice, it was sweet. That was probably one of my favourite dreams. :) Date:
Title: :( I think the problem with me is that I put too much hope into things. My hopes are like all the way up in the clouds, and most of the time is drops in a blink of an eye. And all that I'm left with is feeling stupid, and sad. I've tried not to get my hopes to high, but I can't help it, I have to have something to hope for. But I don't understand why I hope so high, I dont know why. |