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The names Hang. I'm the type of girl that loves running around in the rain without caring that I'm going to get sick. I sit on the ground anywhere, and anytime I want. I like green and purple skittles. I love to try on clothes but not always buy it. I smile even though I'm sad, cos I hate the feeling of being sad. I'm the type of person that would rather get hurt by the truth then be happy with a lie. I'm a pretty nice person, but if you get on my bad side, i wont talk to you.(:

FORMSPRING.



Rewind.

July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 November 2010

My wants.

Polaroid camera
New phone
New clothes
New earrings
New shoes
Charm bracelet
Gloves that go up to my elbows
School socks


Footprints

Date: Friday, August 28, 2009
Title: :(

I miss you.


Date:
Title: (F)

I wish I had the strength like you do.


Date:
Title: stolen from nga. :)

Every girls dream since they were a little girl is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

1. Give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
2. Hug her from behind and wrap your arms around her like you'll never let her go
3. Leave her cute notes.
4. Tell her she looks beautiful.
5. Look into her eyes when you talk to her.
6. Let her mess with your hair.
7. Buy her cute little bears.
8. Just walk around with her.
10. FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
11. Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
12. Come up and randomly kiss her
13. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. Get her mad, then kiss her.
16. Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
17. Tease her and let her tease you back.
18. Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
19. Watch her favorite movie with her.
20. Give her the world.
21. Let her wear your clothes.
22. When she's sad, hang out with her.
23. Let her know she's important.
24. Kiss her in the pouring rain.
25. When you fall in love with her, tell her.
26. And when you tell her, love her like you've never loved anyone before.
27. When she runs up at you crying...the first thing you say is.."Who's ass am i beating today?"
28. When you miss her, call her.
29. Text her cute messages when you're thinking of her
30. Reassure her that you love her and tell her that she's your one and only everyday

and another 20

1. We love when you cuddle with us.
2. A kiss on the cheek is a definite yes.
3. We want you to put your arm around us at the movies.
4. We don't care if you are the strongest guy in the world.
5. Size doesn't matter so don't tell us.
6. We don't always look our best so get over it.
7. We shouldn't have to plan everything.
8. We're always ready to talk so call us.
9. We're not perfect so deal with it.
10. We love surprises.
11. The little things you do mean the most.
12. We're not always girly girls.
13. We can like boy stuff too.
14. Cursing and fighting doesn't impress us.
15. Don't be mean to us to get our attention.
16. Don't tell us who is hot because we don't care.
17. We can tell when you're not listening, so listen up.
18. When we say we're cold that's our invitation to come closer.
19. Hugs mean more sometimes.
20. We need your advice sometimes so don't be afraid to give it to us



/sigh.
Reading this kinda made me sad. :(


Date:
Title: (W)

Sometimes I miss the old you. The one that always reminded me that he loved me. I miss that.


Date:
Title: :(

I wish you were whipped.


Date:
Title: :(

Little did you know, it really did hurt me.


Date: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Title: :(

It killed me a little inside.

You think your words have no effect on me whatsoever, good or bad. But the thing is, it has the biggest. The bad things you say to me, it kills me a little inside everytime and by the time you would realize, i'd be dead, but maybe then you still wouldnt realize.
The good things, make me happier then ever. It makes me heart smile. (:


Date:
Title: :(

Sometimes I wonder..
What you're doing
What you're thinking
Do you miss me?
Are you thinking of me
How you are
What are you doing

When I wonder a lot of these things, I'm afraid to ask. I'm afraid of the answer I might get.


Date: Friday, August 14, 2009
Title:

i was looking at nga's blog just before and i found this.

Hangs leaving tomorrow , oh I'll miss her. And basically everything about her , how she scares everyone , entertains us , sings lol , everything. But hope all goes well , schools going to be different without you.

It's weird cos I went on it yesterday and it didnt say it. :S

oh how much I'll miss you.


Date:
Title: :(

It hurts a little inside every time.


Date:
Title: <3

Frozen yogurt (L)


Date:
Title: :)

Yesterday I went clubbing with the family. Lol,first time I go clubbing and its with the family and its shit. Nice. :L
The palce looked good though! Haha, we got kicked out cos we didnt buy alki, well not much. We werent big spenders so they kicked us out. How rude.
But yeah, its hot. I'm really, really hating it.
I WANNA GO HOME.
Theres cute guys though, I was pretty amazed cos I didnt think there would be any. And there ended up being a couple.


Date: Thursday, August 13, 2009
Title: -

Did you know, it has been scientifically proven that by verbalizing our feelings, it makes our sadness, anger and pain less intense. Therefore, no one should keep their feelings bottled up inside.


Date:
Title: :)

Today we went to this church thing. Like and theres this saint in the coffin, and like you pray (like making a wish or something) and it supposedly comes true. Amazing right?


Date:
Title: :(

Absolutely hating the long drives too. We were driving forlike 9 hours yesterday, got car sick.
Then we're gonna have to travel more after couple days. The thing I probably hate most about coming to Vietnam is the weather and the long drives. Our family is like scattered in all different places. D=


Date:
Title: :(

Absolutely hating the long drives too. We were driving forlike 9 hours yesterday, got car sick.
Then we're gonna have to travel more after couple days. The thing I probably hate most about coming to Vietnam is the weather and the long drives. Our family is like scattered in all different places. D=


Date:
Title: :(

I am absolutely hating Vietnam. Its so hot and sticky! Being on the road is horrifying cos theres motorbikes scattered everywhere and like, argh, its just scary. There are so many beggers around, I feel hell bad cos I cant give em all money. When I'm eating and a begger comes along, I seem to lose my appetite. :(
The rivers are disgusting, the water is like brown. And theres litter everywhere.

On the plus side, thers yummy foooooood. :D The soft drinks are horrible though, the pepsi don't even taste like pepsi.
Theres thing couple hang out place, it's a park i think. Like if you drive past it at night theres just all couples all around it either hugging, kissing or just really close. It's quite cute. But yeah, I found it pretty cool, cos there was just couples.
Yeah, point is. I wanna go home. :(


Date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Title: :(

Leaving in like 5 minutes.

Bye Australia.


Date: Monday, August 10, 2009
Title: :)

o0o0ooo
i wanna do that 100 wish thing! I'll do it tonight, when I can be bothered.


Date:
Title: :)

patron, tequila, we drunk on margaritas.(8)

ah gosh, love you chinatown crew! <3

aww yay, thys sad im leaving too. :D

thys blog: nawww hangs going today!! :( hell sad.
gunna miss her heaps.
lol shes probably read my letter by now.
mmmyeahh i was writing it at like 12 oclock last night lol
(L) see how much i love you! hang. lol


Date:
Title: <3

Thanks for taking your time to write the letters guys! :D <3

Yes I hurt you, yeah I know that I made my mistake. (8)


Date:
Title: *yawns

Very tired.

Lol@how before I got angry so easily. Like I was in a bad mood and then I got angry cos I couldn't find a towel. Yeah, I was like pretty angry that I couldn't find any, like the heck did all our towels go? But then I found some. (:


Date:
Title: :S

I love some of the things Angela writes in her blogs, they make me smile, and some make me laugh.

Go get a real personality. A real one. Not a fake one that you can buy from the "One-stop Common-Bitch Shop".
:L



I am quite upset at the moment. Feeling like shit mate.

After this blog I'm probably going to do my homework. Cos I have heaps due! :(


Date: Sunday, August 9, 2009
Title:

How to Impress the Girls


1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better" this will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.

2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness (or if she grabs your hand squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.)

3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.

4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is say "you better be" , repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.

5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement.

6. Recognize the small things, they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewellery is for pussy's and Asian ladies.

(7:03 PM) -: 7. If you're talking to another girl, make sure she's looking. When she is, stare into her eyes mouth the words fuck you and grab the other girls arse. Girls love competition.

8. Tell her you're taking her out to dinner. Drive for miles so she thinks it's going to be really special. Then take her to a burning tire yard. When she starts to get upset tell her you were just kidding and now you're really going to take her to dinner. Then drive her home. When she starts crying and asks why you would do something like that lean over and whisper very quietly into her ear "...because I can."

9. Introduce her to your friends as "some chick". Women love those special nicknames.

10. Play with her hair. Play with it HARD.

11. Warm her up when she's cold...and not by giving her your jacket... then you might get cold. Rather, look her in the eye and say "if you don't stop b*tching about the cold right now you're going to be b*tching about a black eye." The best way to get warm is with fear.

12. Take her to a party. When you get there she'll have to go to the bathroom (they always do). Leave immediately. Come back right when the party's dying and yell at her the whole way home for ditching you at the party.

13. Make her laugh. A good way to do this is if she has a small pet. Kick the pet. I always find stuff like that funny. Why shouldn't girls?

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms. When she's fast asleep, wait 10 minutes then JUMP UP AND SCREAM IN HER EAR! Repeat until she goes home and you can use your arms for more important things. Like basketball.

15. Spit often. I hear girls like guys that spit.

16. If you care about her never ever tell her. This will only give her self confidence. Then you can never turn her into the object she deep down desires to be.

17. Every time you're in her house steal one of the following: shoes, earrings, or anything else that comes in pairs. Only take one of the pair. This way she'll go crazy.

18. Take her out to dinner. Right when she's about to order interrupt and say "No she's not hungry". Make her watch you eat. Girls love a guy that speaks for her.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile. Then clock her one. Girls love a spontaneous guy.

20. Give her one of your t-shirts... and make sure it has your smell on it. But not a sexy cologne smell. A bad smell. You know what I'm talking about.

22. If you're listening to music, and she asks to hear it, tell her no. This way she'll think you're mysterious.

23. Remember her birthday but don't get her something. Teach her material objects aren't important. The only thing that's important is that she keeps you happy. And your happiness is the greatest present she can ever get.

24. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it. Then next time you know she's coming over on a trash day leave the trash can open and have the present visibly sticking out of the can. Girls actually don't like this one that much but I think it's funny.

25. If she's mad at you for not calling her when you say you will, promise her that you will call her at a certain time of the day. This will make sure that she waits by the phone. Tell her when you call you're going to tell her a special surprise. Now she'll be really excited. Now don't call. That's also quite funny


Date:
Title:

x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
tony is gay..and likes to play...with micahels willay...cos he is a tray
- » ŧonγ__ says:
is this challenge?
- » ŧonγ__ says:
ohh ohh ohh
- » ŧonγ__ says:
lol
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
yes..it is
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
(:
- » ŧonγ__ says:
dammit i cant think of anything
- » ŧonγ__ says:
i used to be good at this
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
its cos you so lame..that you're no good at this game..so let me stand for the fame..cos you got a gay name
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
LMFAO LMFAO
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
WTHHH
- » ŧonγ__ says:
LOl
- » ŧonγ__ says:
fuckk...im getting owned
- » ŧonγ__ says:
lol
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
LOL
- » ŧonγ__ says:
aww fuck
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 im so in love with you says:
its cos im so cool..that i could drown you in a pool..i didnt even need to use a tool..cos you're a frikken fool
- » ŧonγ__ says:
this is all you got, well thanks alot, cos this is my time to shine on the spot,cos im soo hott
you dont wanna mess with me, the killer mc, i aint no shitty wannbe, you nawmee
- » ŧonγ__ says:
you calling me fool? look at youu, thinking your soo tough, ell i had enough
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 nobody remembers getting raped cos we drugged you fool =] says:
pfffft you think your so hot? well guess what? you're NOT!
you think ou can beat me in this rap contest..but i bet you cant even beat a baby in sucking a breasts..i am the best..dont try to protest..cos you are a effing mess
- » ŧonγ__ says:
a mess? nahh, im on a road to success, you know your impress'd, look at you your depressed
- » ŧonγ__ says:
lol
- x__`HanglooovvvveeessAJ <33 nobody remembers getting raped cos we drugged you fool =] says:
me depressed? nah man..you're the one thats depressed..you're so sad that you gotta be incest..like ew maan..just go build yourself a nest..or just go to the doctors and take some test
cos you probaly have aids for sleeping around...like i mean common, i found you sleeping on the ground..i tried to wake you up but yo were too sleeping wiht no sound
i thought you were dead..but i guess you were just sleeping as the box was your bed..


Date:
Title: :L

I'm reading through mine and AJ's old chatlogs. And like we were webcamming this one time, and this conversation made me laugh. This was back in like may 2008?

(7:53 PM) -: I SEE YOUR MUM
(7:53 PM) -: I SEE YOUR MUM
(7:53 PM) -: shes so sexy
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: .
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LOL
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: fag
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: x]
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: she just gave me food
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: :}
(7:53 PM) -: shes so sexy
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: ew
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: dude
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: your [utting images in my head
(7:53 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: putting*
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: SO
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: STOP
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: =D
(7:54 PM) -: id hel tap her
(7:54 PM) -: dayem
(7:54 PM) -: x]
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: omg
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: stop
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: ewww
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: omg
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: im like
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: imagining
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: you and her
(7:54 PM) -: omg she was hell good in bed last night
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: cept
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: shes naked
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: and your
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: like
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: screwing her in the ass
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: HANG
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: SHUT UP
(7:54 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LOL
(7:54 PM) -: LMFAO
(7:55 PM) -: LMFAO
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LOL
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR GYA
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: GAY*
(7:55 PM) -: shes so sexy though
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: omg
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: im so close
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: to raping
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: you
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: in every hole
(7:55 PM) -: LOL
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: so you like bleed
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: out of every hold
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: hole*
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: :}
(7:55 PM) -: dont you remeber last night though? you were there too
(7:55 PM) -: ;D
(7:55 PM) -: LMFAO
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LMFAO
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(7:55 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTH
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: EWWWWW
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMFG
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: 3SOME WITH MY MUM ??!!?!?!?
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTFFFF
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: DUDE
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR SICK
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: IN THE HEAD
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: EW
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LMFAO
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: EW
(7:56 PM) -: you loved it
(7:56 PM) -: x]
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: IM PRETTY SURE I DIDNT
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: D;
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: sex with my mum
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: what
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: the
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: fuck
(7:56 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: that is so wrong
(7:57 PM) -: but yu still love it
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: HANG
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: STFU
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTH
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOU FREAK
(7:57 PM) -: im webcamming wiht nga to..and shes like
(7:57 PM) -: O___O
(7:57 PM) -: hang..are you ok?
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LMFAO
(7:57 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: xD
(7:58 PM) -: still picturing things?
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: o_o
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: no
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LOL
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: cos there aint nothing to picture
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: x]
(7:58 PM) -: YOUR MUM NAKED
(7:58 PM) -: PICTURE IT
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(7:58 PM) -: PICTURE IT
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTF
(7:58 PM) -: x]
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: SHUT THE
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: FUCK
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: UP
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMFG
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMFG
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: DUDE
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR SO WRONG
(7:58 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: EW
(7:59 PM) -: (A)
(7:59 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: no
(7:59 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR SICK
(7:59 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: GO GET HELP
(7:59 PM) -: im lke laughing so hrd right now
(7:59 PM) -: it hurts
(7:59 PM) -: x]
(7:59 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LMAO
(8:00 PM) -: but dayem..your mum looks hell sexy naked
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: i wish i was there =/
(8:00 PM) -: ok ill stop now
(8:00 PM) -: x]
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMFG
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: HANG
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: FK YOU
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: FK YOU
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR A FKN RETARD
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: EW
(8:00 PM) -: oww fark my stomach
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: EW
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTH
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: LMAO
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: thats your fault
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: karam
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: karma*
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: :)
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: what goes around comes around
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: xD
(8:00 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: :}
(8:01 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: you got what you asked for
(8:01 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: xD
(8:01 PM) -: tell your mum that ill see her in bed tonight
(8:01 PM) -: =]
(8:01 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: what about me *sung like shannon noll*
(8:01 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: xD
(8:01 PM) -: ohh so you want a treesome like last night?
(8:01 PM) -: ok then
(8:01 PM) -: =]
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTF
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WTF
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: NO
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: OMG
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR STUPID
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: DUDE
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: WHAT THE HELL
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: YOUR SO FK'D UP
(8:02 PM) -: you love it!
(8:02 PM) -: =]
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: no
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: i dont
(8:02 PM) i69'DYOURMAMA: xD


Date: Saturday, August 8, 2009
Title: :)

One year and a half. Yayer. :)
Lol, today I went to harbour town with motherbear and bought new bras and tops! Then at 4:15, me, thy, bec, michael, nga, jennii and aj went to watch GI Joe. It was okay. Yeah, quite tired now, I just want to blog cos I wanted to. :)
Me and AJ were on the phone before talking about the past and shizz, like the bad things. Made me kinda feel like shit but yeah. I feel okay now.(:

okay, i have nothing else to say. tata.

ps: you're a bitch! (:


Date: Friday, August 7, 2009
Title: :)

At lunch I was yelling out things like "oi skank!" or "oi loser" and stuff like that and people kept on looking. And then I kept telling people their flies were undone and some of em were like "you like it that way" or some just pulled it down and like opened it, and some are just like oh crap and some were like "i dont have a fly" Not many girls fell for it. But yeah, was quite hyperactive at lunch so I was running around telling everyone that their fly was undone and I just laughed at anyone that looked.

LOL, today, me, nga and vansothavy were walking back to our lockers and we saw some guy drinking milk from the big carton thing and we laughed and he just looked at us smiling, like he wanted to laugh with us. It was pretty funny. :L


Date:
Title: :L

Jennifer's angry blogs make me laugh! :)


Date:
Title: <3

I miss YFC!


Date: Thursday, August 6, 2009
Title: =O

Wow, I have wrote blogs everyday lately, amazing right? Thought I gave up on it! Ahwell, I'm off to bed. Night. xx.


Date:
Title: :L



"obsessed with monkeys feet" :L




I so agree! (Y)


Date:
Title: <3?

We're on the edge, and I don't even know why. We have been pretty rocky lately. You wouldn't seem to know why would you?
I'm just wondering cos you seem to be provoking "it" to happen. You want me to let go, and you're not even willing to fight for me. You say you love me, ha, if you loved me you would fight for me.



Date:
Title: :(

"Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them."
I saw you as perfect, I did. I never saw the bad. But you forced me to see it.


Date: Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Title: :L

Shaun Reeson: glad the pretty women won
Aaron Jackson: who is the pretty woman?
Shaun Reeson: thy
Aaron Jackson: lol
Hang Nguyen: OHH THY ;DDD


thy was getting hit on on poker ;D


Date:
Title: :L

Lol@Kenneth.
Sometime last week or something we had a conversation that kinda went like this
Kenneth: Hang you wanna be the model for mu art tech thing?
Hang: why me? why not celina or jandary or something?
Kenneth: cos you'd be perfect for it!
Hang: i bet its something bad
Kenneth: nah its not
Hang: what is it then
Kenneth: some horror theme thing
Hang: SEE!
*everyone laughs


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Title: :D

Awwww, Jennifer is sad that I'm leaving! :) I feel quite special. shes actually sad!

Jennifers blog: stupid hang though she is leaving in a WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK and wont be here till 4 weeeks i think so depreessing that she is going /shake... (U)

the blog a day later: how depressing, hang is leaving soon very very very soon :'(


loveyoujennifatty<3


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Title: :)

Yeah, I was looking through my computer and found some quotes. Cos I use to be heaps into them.
Here are a couple that I like.

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you.
Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
Just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you.
Just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you.
Because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch.
&& there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall

Never settle for imitation.
Life's about staying original.

I want someone who won't care
that im incapable of sitting still,
that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning,
& i refuse to be ladylike.
someone who realizes
that half of the decisions I make
are usually the ones I regret,
and I have the right to overreact at any given moment.
I want someone who knows how completely insane I am
and wouldn’t want me any other way

I think you should put a Condom on your head... if your going to act like a dick, you might as well look like one too!

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

True love never dies,
Through the truth and through the lies,
True love will always survive.


Why do we ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us, hurt those that love us, and love those that hurt us?

Remember the days when friends always listened too you && worries were few .. when recess was too short && life was too long .. when decisions came easily with no need to belong . when storks delivered babies && passions weren’t so strong .. right was right && wrong was wrong .. when bad things didn’t happen only grazed knees brought tears , && the night light quieted all our fears .. when problems were solved with ' eni meni mini mo ' .. when boys were gross && had cooties && goodbye only meant until tomorrow .. when your clothes didn’t match && real friends didn’t part && the fun went on forever without a broken heart.

I’m selfish, impatient & a little insecure, I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle, but if you can’t handle me at my worst, then as sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.

Those who spend too much time searching for beauty on the outside, will miss the true beauty which lies on the inside.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Remember to live each day like it was your last.

Love is complicated. The more struggles you pass by, the stronger the love will be.

Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak, sometimes it just means your strong enough to let go.

Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.

Silence is worst when you know it won't be broken.


Feelings are not actions that you can control, which is why the heart respects and at times fears it.

Don’t judge my journey unless you have walked my path.

Boy, I'm in love with you, but this isn’t the honeymoon, we've passed the infatuation phase, we're right in the thick of love, at times we get sick of love, it seems like we argue every day, I know I misbehaved and you made your mistakes and we've both still got room left to grow, and though love sometimes hurts I still put you first, and we'll make this thing work, but I think we should take it slow.

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together

There is no person in the world that is made to handle every punch that is thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, were made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble & fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes up stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us the most.

it’s ok to cry, it’s ok to feel sad about it, it's ok to miss him, and it’s ok to wish that you did something differently. But never blame yourself for how things turned out, never tell yourself you can't do better, and never tell yourself this is the end of the road. Fate has a time and a place for all of us and nothing you can do or say can change that. Sure it’s ok to fall, but it’s never ok to stay down.

I’m a slut because I’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I'm stupid because sometimes i'm wrong. I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect. I'm a whore because I like boys. I'm annoying because im not chill enough. I'm fake because most of the time I’m happy. I'm clingy because I like being around people. I'm naive because I’m younger than you. I'm conceited because I’m proud of who I am. I'm rude because my manners aren't perfect. I'm unappreciative because I don't praise you. And I don't care what the hell they say about me anymore, because I realized they don't know shit.

The only people you need in your life
are the ones that need you in there’s.

You’re life is a book
Don’t jump to the end to see if it’s worth it
Just enjoy life and make those pages
Filled with beautiful memories

No matter how hard we try to ignore it or try to deny it eventually the lies fall away, whether we like it or not. But here's the truth about the truth; it hurts. So, we lie.

it's like once you've been hurt
you're so scared to get attached again
like you have this fear
that every person you start to like
is going to break your heart.

Sometimes you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them in your life.

i sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you more than me. guess it`s my insecurity acting up a bit; because I know I’m not the most beautiful or the most fun or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet, but I do know that no matter how long and hard you search, you’ll never find a girl who loves you and cares about you the way I do.

a little jealousy in a relationship
is healthy; it’s always nice to know
that someone is afraid to lose you


I’m starting to realize that ‘forever’ is just another one of those fairy tales that mothers tell their children to help them sleep at night. Nothing is forever. Life isn’t, happiness isn’t, and love isn’t. Things end and people say goodbye and we have no choice in the matter. All we can do is sit and watch our lives ending one minute at a time.

Take every chance you get. Because honestly, no matter where you end up, or who you end up with, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes are what makes you the person you are today. You learn and grow with each choice. Make everything you do worth it. Live your life as if there won't be any tomorrow. Say how you feel, always be you and be okay with it.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that every day won't be sunny. But when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember it's only in the black of night that you can see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So, don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall. Because, most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe, you'll get more than you ever could've imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long. And in the end, the journey is the destination.

Once you get what you want. You have something to lose.

imperfection is beauty
madness is genius
and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous
then be absolutely boring

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all your heart.

When your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Because you are, and that pain you feel, that’s life. The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.

You can drive at 16, go to war at 18, drink at 21, and retire at 65. So what age do you have to be till you fall in love?

At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home, some tell lies to make it through the day, and others are just now facing the truth, some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes, all you need is 1.

Do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments in our lives make us?

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans to find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

There are only 3 things a girl needs in life...
Love to make her weak.
Pain to make her strong.
&& Friends to pick her up when they both make her hit the floor.

life doesn't always give you the people you want.
it gives you the people you need,
to help you, to hurt you, to love you
and to make you into the person you were meant to be.

I'm not really the most simple person to try and understand. I can be hard to get along with and change my mind within a split second. I make mistakes, im only human. I expect too little from people sometimes. I like cheesy sayings out of movies and cute gestures people make. I dont believe there are many true friends out there anymore. People change so rapidly. They can go from the most genuine person to a complete fuck head the next. I believe teenage years are messed up and can play with your mind. I say what i think, when i want, Do what i want. Its my life.


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Right or wrong, we belong.


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Title: (8)

I know my heart is addicted to you, I know my heart is addicted to you, and I can't help feeling this way.


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Title: >=(

I had a bad feeling about you from the start, but I was okay with you. But now, I just don't like you at all. You can't say these things, you just can't. You don't know her, you can't say shit about her. Such a flirt too! Grr.
Never liked you anyway. /HMPH

"You wouldn't be a part of this group, if you knew that they talk about you behind their back."


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Title: :)

It kills me a little bit inside every time.

But its okay, cos I can handle it.


Date: Monday, August 3, 2009
Title: :D

I have evil biscuits! YUM! :D


Date:
Title: :@

I feel so annoyed and grumpy. I'm getting annoyed at every little thing, for example, I was looking for a towel so I can have a shower, and couldnt find any, I was like GRRR where the heck did the towels go. Yeah, its probably cos I didnt have much sleep last night, or it could be pms but I don't get pms I dont think, or it could just be one of those grumpy days! Have a headache aswell which isnt making me any better.

Had to wear PE uniform to school today cos my uniform was on the line this morning and it was wet, it was raining last night!
Today was an alright day. I was pretty sad in the morning but the girls cheered me up. :D <3

Took some pictures today with Rachel and Jennifer.


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Title: 8-|

I am really tired at the moment. Trying to complete all my homework, like the assignments and essays and stuff. Yeah, taking a break at the moment. Should go to sleep soon, I have school tomorrow. Wee, this is my last week! Heaps happy to get away from people from school man, heaps hate em! Lol, most of the people that read this are from my school, oh crap..
Lol, lover yous! (L)
Yeah, I don't wanna go, don't wanna leave my friends, don't wanna leave my little peach slice thy that I'm going to dream about every night and think about every second of the day! haha, wow, that is sorta creepy. but fun cos its funny watching you scared!
Haha.
Person I don't want to leave most is AJ. Like argh, how am I going to survive? :(
Missing out Jandarys and Jennifers birthday! :( JENNIFER IS TURNING HALF OF THIRTY! :D

I'm so tired. Okay, going to finish one more essay and then sleep. NIGHT


Date: Sunday, August 2, 2009
Title: (8)

I know you love me, but can you still say that your happy?



Tell me what to do cos I'm starting to ask myself, does the good outweigh the bad? Or are we better on our own?