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Profile. The names Hang. I'm the type of girl that loves running around in the rain without caring that I'm going to get sick. I sit on the ground anywhere, and anytime I want. I like green and purple skittles. I love to try on clothes but not always buy it. I smile even though I'm sad, cos I hate the feeling of being sad. I'm the type of person that would rather get hurt by the truth then be happy with a lie. I'm a pretty nice person, but if you get on my bad side, i wont talk to you.(: FORMSPRING. Rewind. July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 November 2010 My wants. Polaroid camera New phone New clothes New earrings New shoes Charm bracelet Gloves that go up to my elbows School socks Footprints |
Date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Title: /sigh Is this how our relationship is going to be the whole time we're together? I mean seriously. I want to spend my life with you and you want to spend your life with me. But I really don't want to if this is the case. I hope this is just a "phase" that relationships go through, I really hope so. I can't take it everyday for the rest of my life. I can handle it now, but I don't know if I can later. It's funny how you think I don't care about us. When "us" is the most important thing to me. When I stay silent and I have nothing to say, have you ever thought that it's because I'm still processing everything you say? Maybe it's me thinking about our future and how afraid I am. I don't know what goes around in my head when we're arguing, so I say nothing. But most of the time it's thinking about the things you say, and the things you hate. I think about it, I think about how I can change it, but most of the time you don't notice anyway. You think I'm still the same girl from the beginning of 2008, but I'm not, I am a completely different girl, for better and worse. You changed me. You think just cos I don't make a dramatic change as quick as possible, I'm still the same. I slowly change, sorry if it's not fast enough for you. I find it hard to say these things to you when I'm talking to you because when I'm talking to you, all these thoughts disappear. It's frustrating cos I do want to tell you. You have no idea how much I am hurting inside. |